jo_sam | It's The End of The World Buckle Up; Supernatural; Sam/Jo, Dean; PG-13

Title: It's The End of The World Buckle Up
Author:

rosie1234
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 642
Ships: Sam/Jo, Dean
Spoilers: Season 5
Summary: "Why? Why did you let your self become like this, Sam?"
Note: Thanks to countless promos my Sam/Jo shipper in me in alive and kicking!
For:

theechochorus
Prompt: 27. Darkness
Disclaimer: Not Mine

It was happening so fast, as my eyes turned slowly black along with my so-called soul, and I couldn't control any part of it, I was losing and fast.

But this time it wasn't Dean who was slapping some sense into me (saying monster all over again) it was Jo, trust me I was just as surprised as you were.

And this time, her hands holding me down and those eyes glaring holes in me (angry at what I've become), I think it might work.

(but she could have done without the massive amounts of salt)

-

“Why? Why did you let your self become like this, Sam?”

Just like the rest of them all I want to do is slap some sense into him (Dean being number one on that list), show him that every step he's taking is dragging him straight to hell but instead of turning away from the darkness he fell right in and brought hell to us all.

(and he didn't even pick up phone, like those late nights of just voices, to confess every sin, every lie)

I should have held my tongue rather then asking the question that has been my mind even since Dean finally called (but this time I wanted Sam's voice rather then his) and I was pulled head first in to this supernatural soap opera.

And sadly this beaten (the beating done by brother number one) heart of mine belongs to the villain of the story.

“I couldn't stop myself, Jo, but I'm trying, I'm trying so damn hard.”

The million 'I'm sorry' haven't been said yet and before they come spilling out I'd already forgiven him for each sin, each lie he told me (over miles away I could always tell), and it's about time he turned back into the Sammy I know and love.

(well, I haven't entirely forgiven him for the whole Ruby thing, the whore, if only I had been the one to end that bitch)

“I know, Sammy, I know, that's why I'm here to help you beat it. And this time I'll be here right to the very end.”

-

“You don't have to stay with us, Jo, you can go and let us handle this whole damn mess.”

Before he even tried to push me out the door I knew it was coming, his attempt of saving me from being apart of this (with words instead of pushing hands) but the thing is I didn't want to be saved I wanted to save Sam and this whole doomed world.

(it had just started and it wasn't going to get any better, after all it is the end of the world)

“I love him, Dean, I love him more then I ever loved you or thought I loved you. And I won't leave, won't let you guys push me away, until he's the man I fell in love with. Is that okay with you?”

Even if he said no (no was something he was good at) I would still be here, helping Sam through the detox that I knew was coming the moment I set my eyes on him (his lips calling for blood), until this was all in the past, and it was time to move on to the next tragedy.

“It's perfect, at least I won't have to handle this by myself and I doubt I could have. Welcome to hell, Jo, we all have a front seat to the end of the freaking world.”